It is the first week of school and I am finally finished taking all of the tests required of me. I really just got done with my Cisco exam and scored a high B. I was not looking forward to this tests due to the last Cisco class I had I studied hard on that information and got two tests with a C and one with a D. Never in my history as a college student Have I done so poorly.
I sometimes think that it is because I was doing pre-med classes that were very easy for me and I felt that studying was fun or interesting or maybe just easy. Other times I just felt that Maybe I am not as smart as I thought.
I really think I am smart enough to so these classes and just need to study. All of these kids are so demanding and I like to do things for them or make sure they get to the places they need to go. And of course the dishes and laundry. Real life is so mundane.
In the end here I sit digesting the day and it is one in the morning. I need to have the girl to church by ten for choir so I must go now. I think I shall read myself to sleep with customer service chapter 2.Interesting stuff and it feels easy so maybe that is why I like it. It might be interesting to find out if it is the ease of a class that I get good grades in or several other factors...I think I see a place for an evaluation of my perspective on courses versus grades achieved. Hummm.
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